Tonight we went to Fallen Gate - Sidra, Andrashi, the Lord Commander, and Agust joined us for a bit. I really had a lot of fun there, and got a new bracelet that made me more intelligent, and Agust passed along a staff that was a major upgrade from the one that I had. If only I could find new shoulders...the ones that I am wearing at the moment are old, and ugly, that I weaved while on the Isle so many seasons ago. There appears to be a strike by the Tailors Guild, there is no new gear to be had on the Market.

Andi and I got into a fight over my feelings for Ko, again, and because Ko helped me purchase the horse the night before. Andi doesn't quite understand the nature of my feelings for Ko.... or why I could never agree to be Ko's mate. My god, if Nilok knew....

But I love Andi..unquestionably. He is so wonderful, so kind and giving.... I look forward to the day that we marry both with joy and dread.... For when we do... Ko will probably never speak to me again.

On the interesting side however, while at the BloodHaze, the Lord Commander said there would be some...restructuring of the way the Officer Corps in the Knights functions. It will be...interesting.... to see how this plays out. Maybe the Lord Commander isn't as .. unperceptive as I thought, and maybe he really does know how much of a threat Nilok really is. He called Nilok of questionable loyalty. *giggles* Interesting....