of love and honor

Last night Nilok told me that things between him and Xeia were heating up. He told me that he wanted Xeia and it was over between us.

Not that it ever really started. Not that my Master would let it. I guess it turns out that my Master was right in the end - I was just being used to get back at him.

It doesn't matter. I hate Xeia. Nilok says I have to like her. At least get along with her. Oh well.

The Lord Commander made Sidra an Officer. This is a very very good thing.

Things between my Master and I are going very well. I love being under his hand. I've started to serve Gemia also, she ...well I'm not so sure she exactly knows what to do about it. I've also been practicing my Harp.

And my brother escaped the clutches of our parents. I am very pleased, especially since he is following his natural inclination to music. It is nice to have a family again. My brother seems to think that we should reclaim our family name.

I don't know if i'm going to. that is ...scary.